a bad case of the uglies....

today i woke up not feeling so great again.
i just want to feel special to you.
i know you love me because you tell me all the time but,
i don't feel so important to you anymore.
maybe it's just me but i just need to be reassured sometimes,
especially on days like this...
where i feel like this day could not get any uglier.

i don't want to drive you away by telling you all this,
like you HAVE to be better to me and notice me more.
no that's not what i want at all.

i just want to feel important again.
like before when you made me feel like if you didn't treat me well
you could lose me at anytime.
like lately i just feel like just one of the guys.
like your best friend, and feeling like your best friends isn't bad,
but i'd rather feel like a lady.

i just am so down about myself lately that sometimes i need a little
reassurance.

i wanna know that i'm your only woman.
that you wanna wake up next to me everyday.
that you think of me constantly.
that i am still beautiful in your eyes.

because that is how i look at you, every single day still.