The past few days have been extremely stormy and depressing. I have been feeling very down because of this dismal weather. I mean I am happy right now so I see it as just one more stormy day I need to appreciate the sunshine. I really need to think of it like that from now on instead of just immediately becoming depressed when things don't go my way or when the sun doesn't listen to my suggestions. I should learn to always be much more optimistic. That is something i am definitely going to work on about myself.
Today I had a great day with two of the most wonderful guys around; Barrett and Kaiden. I know I get really frustrated with Barrett sometimes when we fight over such stupid things but just being around Kaiden makes it all better. Seriously, I feel like this relationship I got into is with two people, because I had to give them both my heart. I kinda realized it today. Like I fully understood what it is like to open up my heart and basically be a parent. Kaiden doesn't care if you're rich or poor. He doesn't care if you are ugly or cute. He is the only person in the world that just wants your time. He would just be happy with a sippy cup full of apple juice, a few plastic lizards and snakes, and some time spent with you. He is the most amazing almost three year old Ive ever met.
My mind is bouncing off the wall right now.
Anywhooooo.... This blog is getting too mushy and i gotta get some sleep.
school starts tomorrow fyi...
here's some pics from today---->>
i think i've got a sexy man. lol.
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