From today on my life will begin again.
I have decided to make a promise to myself that I will keep.
I want to do all the things I set out to do,
because life is too short to not do everything you want.
I live my life lessons a lot through others, but I want to make a journey for myself.
I want to know who I really am and be more secure with that.
For some people, they move out, they live, they cry, they learn in a new place and a new life.
But for me, I want to experience everything that I have in my life that makes me happy everyday. I want to add to my successes and lessen my struggles. I want to take in the pain to appreciate the happiness.
I'm tired of being jealous of what others have or get to do.
I'm ready to set out my own goals and to to accomplish them.
I'm tired of slacking. The constnt struggle of never finishing things and starting them. So my new goal is to finish everything that I've started and stop half assing things that need to get done.
The fun part of life is getting where you need to be and the ultimate goal for me is to be lying on the beach next to Bear when i'm 80 in a bikini not having a care in the world. I have fifty years till then. So I am giving myself all of this time to accomplish all of these things.
long term goals (bucket list)
1. See Kaiden grow into a wonderful successful man
2. Make Barrett happy everyday
3. Give my dad everything he wants in the world
4. Take both of my brothers to see a world cup game.
5. Travel to London, France, Spain, Brazil, India, China, Italy and Japan
6. Be fluent in at least 4 of those languages
7. Publish a novel
8. Make a zen garden
short term goals for 2011
1. Move out with and begin my family
2. Pass every class i'm taking.
3. Pay off all of my bills
4. Become a size 2 again
5. Take care of my puppy dog
6. Take the boys to Disneyland
7. Buy a bike
8. Meditate at least once a day
9. Work out more
10. Eat healthier
1. Quit smoking
I will do everyone of these things starting today... I have a little while though...
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